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(no subject) [Dec. 9th, 2004|09:44 pm]
High School Friendships... Somewhere between the procrastination & the homework, & the friendships, & the nasty teachers, & the calls to each other complaining about people & who you are in love with, somewhere between the phone calls to old friends & the "I miss you’s: & the "I love you’s" & the "what are we doing tonight's" & somewhere between all of the changing & growing, the breakouts & the bad hair days, somewhere between the classes, & the studying for tests, & the pretending to study for tests, & the downright not studying for tests. I forgot what high school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry, I forgot what it meant to love. I forgot that pretending to be happy doesn't make you happy & that pretending to be smart doesn't make you smart, I forgot that you can't just forget the past in fear of the future. I learned that I can love, I learned that it's okay to mess up and it's okay to ask for help & it's okay to feel like crap. I learned that sometimes the thing you want most you just can't have, I learned that the greatest thing about high school isn't the parties or the drinking or hook ups ... it's the friendships which means taking chances. I learned that sometimes the things we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about. But, basically, I just learned that my friends, both old & new are the most important people to me in the world and without them, I wouldn't be who I am today. So this is a thank you to all of my friends for always being there &.. I love you.

*thanks em =D...i will see youu tomorrow! so excitedd =)!<3333*
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(no subject) [Dec. 5th, 2004|12:13 am]
[mood | annoyed]
[music |some old school beats.<3hah]

you're such a CRISPY BALLER. haha i love my girls<3!. Yesterday...went to the mall with shannon, james, and brandon. Turned out to be a lot of fun. I miss those kids. So we took James and Brandon to hollister and made them buy shirts hah. Then we just walked around and saw mike and ricky which was fun. Got to catch up with my old acs boys..which is always good. After that went to roes. Had fun, like always with her and vick. We talked some, hung out, just acted stupid. I needed that. And those good talks, nothing beats that. Today..didnt really do much. Mom and i got in a fight again, whatever. Ended up not being able to hang out with Joe..so i just walked over to vicks and hung out with her and roe. Vick got me my christmas present, the simple life on dvd =). Tiight. So we watched some of that....

Funny how things work out, isnt it? Some things you never saw coming happen..and some things you thought you couldnt live without just end. Eh, anywayss...next weekend..who knows...Chels and Cyb are moving. Im gonna miss their old house, so many good times<3. There will be plenty more to come in their new house though =) gonna be awesome. Weekend after that ROES CHRISTMAS PARTY. SO EXCITED! haha we always have a great time at their christmas party. Expecially last year...good timeees kids<3. We wont mess with their heads too much this year..haha<3. And the day before that i believe Chloe's having a party! AWESOME<3. I miss my chloe. I need to call her or something..ahh man. Okay well i guess im out..hope everyones weekends were good<3.
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(no subject) [Nov. 23rd, 2004|09:01 pm]
[mood | cheerful]

wellll. how is everyone? hopefully good, because im great =D. Lets go back to thursdaaay night? Yeah, thursday. Went to the play with vick and roe and met joe up there. It was fun, the play was cool and allison was awesome =). Friday nightt, ended up going to the movies with vick, roe, heather, joe, and chris. Saw the incredibles, and yeeep..was fun..as always =). Saturday night was kristinas party which was flipping awesome =). Gosh i love those kids, i would like to name them all, but there are way too many, and im sure you dont care too much, but yeah. It was just really fun, and i think everyone had an awesome time =). Loved it. So lauren and i left at like midnight, came home slept, sunday was church and boring stuff. Monday...sucked. Just yeah, little things seemed to be pissing me off, and the bus was like a half hour late, so i didnt get to talk to anyone in the morning =( and that brought my day down. Whatev. Today was much better though =). And tomorrows a half day =) so yay for that. Oh yes, and joe and i are "offical" now, since thursday,...just to let everyone know. haha im out..later kids<3.
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(no subject) [Nov. 17th, 2004|09:39 pm]
[mood | worried]
[music |numb-linkin park/jay-z]

mmh..everything seems to be perfect right now =D. Chels and i had a little fight, but we're cool now..and closer than ever..and iloveherr =). Schools good. I just need to bring up those grades to please the parents, but that can be done, hopefully soon. Met a boy =D. He makes me so happy. I make him happy. It works =). Yeepp lol i think everyone allready knows, but thats why ive been so happy lately =D. Everythings great, tomorrow i should be going to the play with Joe, Roe, Vick, Chels, whoever else goess, because my love allison is in ittt =). Friday, maybe movies with my loves. Saturday, chels and i are going to DC to work, and get money. Hopefully thatll be fun because she'll be with me, and we can make some new friends =) hah. Then after that is Kristina's party =) which i just know it gonna be awesome. Thaats about it. Later kids<3.
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(no subject) [Nov. 8th, 2004|07:25 pm]
wow. sorry i neever update anymore. i just never feel like it. well..today was absolutely horrible. Went to school, and i felt sick. Gym was gay. Except i got to talk to shannon and of course erin and i talked about napoleon dynamite. Yeahh..well i got a headache in pe. We had to play basketball...which is gay because i dont know how to play and mr.t "accidentally" divided it up so that basically all the black people were on one side and the rest of us on the other. You can guess who won. Shannon and i were like laughing uncontrollably and he was like *you think this is a game?!* and i was like *uhh..yeahh..its basketball?* Ahh we're too cool. After that was apeuro...where i figured out something was bugging chels and then i realized it was me. I absolutely hate it when shes mad at me. I just cant stand myself..i feel horrible. So that brought down my day, along with the whole sick thing. Umm..the rest of the day was pretty normal i guess. Came home, my mom woke me up and bitched at me about something. I hate it here. I usually just stay in my room all night or walk to velesz's. Oh wow that reminds me. This weekend. Friday i went to see the grudge with with shannon, vick, roe, and andrew. We walked in the theater and joe and a bunch of people were there, and that was awesome. We sat in front of them..so of course joe was scaring me and roe the whole time. It was fun though =) even though i did not understand the movie at all. gotta finish this later<3.

//edit//..sso back to my weekend. saturday got together with the aquinas kids. Chloe, vick and emily came over..we went out to dinner..ahh it was fun. We remembered a lot of good old times =). Ilovethosegirls. Its weird though because i know itll never be like we were before. We've all gone our different ways and have accepted that, but as long as we can hang out every once in awhile im good. It was awesome cause i hadnt seen emily in like 6months..so yeeep..after that we came back here, talked, watched mean girls, em left at like midnight..I took a little nap..woke up..and talked to some people while chloe slept and then i watched what not to wear reruns until i fell asleep. Sunday i woke up really happy..it was nice =). Went to church, then shopping with my chloe. So yep..this weekend was good..im glad i got to see my girls and everyone else =)<3

ps. whats everyone doing thursday?! give me some plaaans kids<3.
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(no subject) [Oct. 25th, 2004|04:11 pm]
[mood | tired]

mmh..wow..havent updated this thing in like forever...lettts see..last last weekend was hylton hc..roe came over..i did her makeup..she looked so pretty =)..went to gabbys..got ready really really quick lol then we went to red robin with...chels, lauren, heather, shannon, gabby, missy, pammi, roe, cybill, sabina, erin, drew, nick, cale, their dates, erin, kristina, dan, and more people but i dont remember=(.I think there were about 20people..dinner was fun. Thhen we got to the dance..saw everyone..everyone looked absolutely gorgeous/handsome...it was worth it just going to see everyone =). Ehh..the dance was okay..couldve been better but whatever. Danced a little..hung out mostly..then after we went to gabbys. Uhh..this weekendd...friday me chels, and heather went over to laurens for a little. We watched the ring =0 haha lauren was like freaking out so i called her cell and left a message saying *seven daaays* thehe =) we had fun.ilovethem<3.Saturdayy..got woken up be chels at like 9 lol but i love her anyways...yeahh..we called erica and vick and figured out what we were doing. Then at like 12 vick chels and i left for the oconnell football game..which was pretty boring lol..we got there and saw erica and brittany and josh and molly and people. Erica and brittany werent allowed to talk to us tho because they were cheering..so we talked to josh and stuff. After that my dad picked us up and we went back to ericas.Brittany and vick are like the funniest people ever. Ahh i love them<3. Brittany is just like the funniest person ever. ilovehertodeath<3. Ahh good times..so we got back to ericas..hung out..eventually got ready..then went to chilis and met up with some of her friends..jp, phil, joe, evan, and lizzie. And yeahh..that was fun. Got to the dance..saw james, robert, brandon, jolynn, britt, met her bf, and it was cool seeing all them. Hung out with james and robert some. Talked, danced, i felt kinda sick tho =( but i got better so it was good. It was kinda more fun because like i had a date this time..but we didnt know as many people..it was fun though. After that erica drove us all back to her house plus james, jolynn, and brandon. We hung out at her house..haha *afterparty!* then they left at like 1 or 2? lol We stayed up till like 3..talking..ill always love those kids<3. So we talked..haha nobody won the bet =( NEXT TIME! haha ahh the bet..ffun times!<3. Sunday..got picked up from ericas..went to church..came home..got yelled at for having 3 b+'s in my classes..yes..i get yelled at for b's..the rest of my grades are a's..but i get yelled at..for having b's..i. hate. my. parents. they are fucking psycho..it just pisses me off how im never good enough for them..and im never gonna be good enough for them. They find something new thats wrong with me every week..i mean seriously..last week i was too fat..the week before that i dont play any sports or exercise..the week before that i was ugly..i swear to god i fucking hate them. You're not supposed to put your kids down like that..god i fucking hate it here right now. Thats why i love being at school...because that means i dont have to be here listening to them bitch about everything thats wrong with me. So yeahh..i basically just went to my room and cried all day. They dont even care..and yeah..whatever..it just pisses me off how much they like deteriorate my self-esteem. And so yeah..today i felt like crap. Everyone noticed too. whatever. i hate this. i just hope what happened last time doesnt happen again =/<3.
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(no subject) [Oct. 14th, 2004|06:13 pm]
...is it so wrong to miss someone who betrayed you?





its hard to forget everything..best friends..but then again its hard to hang on...







time really does heal all wounds</3>//edit//</b>...its funny how things work out..karma's a bitch, huh?

went to velesz's. borrowed her clothes, talked, acted like dorks, the usual. we're too cool =)
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(no subject) [Oct. 12th, 2004|05:06 pm]
[mood | happy]

hmm..its been awhile so lets see..last weekend..friday after school i hung with chels and erica =) ahh i love them so much<3...and we are hopefully going to ericas homecoming..which should be awesomee to see some old aquinas people and such. Saturday..went to the hylton-woodbridge football game which we sooo won =). It was fun..i went wih roe and we met up with lauren, danielle, kristina, and my loves missy, pams, and gabby. Saw alyssa and krissie there =) and like a tonn of my neighbors(im zoned to woodbridge)..lots of people i havent talked to in awhile..so it was cool. After that i slept over at roes which is always fun =). Yeep..sunday..went to church and then went over to vicks with roe..hung out..talked..after that we went to cym at seas. It was cool..saw some people..yeeep. Monday was jersey day..yeah..ghetto..so i dressed up really preppy to rebel against the ghettoness =) heh. Everyone was like really sad on monday tho..because of that accident..so that sucked =(. Todaaay was pretty cool. I love sophmore year. Its like..you dont have all the pressures and everything of freshman year..with like meeting new people and such. Everyones just chill =) and its fun. Ahh i cant waittt till homecoming! i keep like trying my dress on and everything lol..its gonna be fun and like evveryone is going..cant wait =) but this week is being so freaking long =(. psat's tomorrow..yeah..not funn..but at least i get out of chemistry..so thats good. Allright im outtt..later<3
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(no subject) [Oct. 8th, 2004|08:51 pm]
[mood | optimistic]

yeaaaah..poem i wrote back in the summer..i posted it before but it was friends only...so i posted it again because i just found it andd now everyone can read it =) <33

Just Me
The Girl is not perfect by any means
but she may be more than she seems.
Why can't she like what she sees in the mirror?
To everyone else the vision is clearer.
The tears blur the image of a pretty face
As she remembers the moments she wants to erase.
Her red tears shed nothing for her to gain
but no one else can know her pain.
Her secret suffering is her closest friend
but what will she do when the torment ends?
Her friends do not know the reason she cries,
they simply believe her everyday lies.
The tears they will fade, a smile will glisten
And the girl in the mirror will finally listen.
One day her heart will finally see
That she, herself, was her own enemy.
Her flaws make her beatuiful, don't you see?
That the girl in the mirror has always been just me.

ahh..thats what i love about the summer..i can just write anything..and it doesnt have to be some gay crap for school..whatever..back to stuff..so today was good i guess..considering its friday and succch. Gym was okay because we played tennis so i talked to like shannon, kristin, and matt most of the time...and i talked to my lovvve erin and we agreed we should all just stick with the whole red robin thing for hc dinner. Yeah..that got so screwed up..but whatever..i think its cool now..and heather love i hope your not mad =(. Sooo anyways..after that was ap euro..i was like flipping out because i totally studided the wrong map for a quiz we had..but it was cool because joe kept making me laugh lol..soo ended up getting a 35 on that..which is good considering i thought i would get like a 10. And then cale just randomly starts giving me a massage in the middle of class..ahh what a nice kid =) hah. Spanish was gay..as usual. Bought my hc ticket at lunch =). uh..talked to people lol..and then geography was fun because that class is like so easy. Then after school went to chelseys houuse..came home..went to dinner with my parents b/c it was their anniversary..then went to kohls with tim..then back to chelseys house to hang out with her and erica =) maan i lovvve those kids. Next weekend and the weekend after that are gonna be pimp because im hopeefully going to oconnells hc with like erica, chels, vick, and a bunch of ericas guy friends who want to come with us ;) yes yes..should be funn. And this week is spirit week. We definately have really gay spirit days..but whatever..school is so ghetto =(. Cant wait till homecoming since like everyone is going this year =). Im really exciteed..i hope its not gay though...but i know since like everyones gonna be there we will make it fun =). Annd my moms leaving for hawaii this week..so i dont have to deal with her. And for once my dads gonna be home =) so there is possible father-daughter bonding time there lol. Okay well im out kids..latter<3
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(no subject) [Oct. 5th, 2004|03:19 pm]
[mood | sleepy]

heeey losers. sorry i like never update this thing anymore...anywayys..this weekend was fun =). Saturday night lauren picked me up and we went to the mall to get allison her presents. After that we headed over to don pablos =) after that we headed over to chuckecheese to pick her sister up and i saw like tons of old acs people lol it was great. After that came home and then sleptt and sunday i went to church and saw chloe and vick =) =)!! um..talked to chloe..that reminds me i need to callll her..anyways yeaah..we basically kinda snuck outta church to talk =) because we're rebels like that..yeaah. After that i came home and napped and did nothing and then i was getting ready to go to allisons partty..and my mom asked me to go get her something, so i did, and i was giving it to her and she for some reason felt the need to call me fat..ah bitch..i seriously hate that woman sometimes. Does she want me to be flipping anorexic again?! godd..it just pisses me off..she knows im really sensitive about stuff like that...and i was really trying to get along with her too..and then she just goes and pisses me off..whatever..then at like 5 lauren and i went to allisons party =)ahh too much fun i tell you. Gotta love those kids<3. they can always cheer me up.Ahhhh..tomorrow i have three flipping hours of thornton. im gonna die kids =(. okay im done for now.love<3 if you love me you will comment =D! pleasssse haha<3
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(no subject) [Oct. 1st, 2004|09:41 pm]
[mood | mellow]

heeeey. uhh..today was good i suppose. First period was gayyy because we had to do circuts and those are a bitch =( yuck..so i got all sweaty and it was just gross..and chels was like dude..i hate you..you can get all sweaty and still look gorgeous..ahh i love that girl..she always brightens my day =) So circuts were stupidd but thank god shannon and i know how to do nothing and still get an A in that class =) lol we're so smart. anywayss..Chem we had to take a test...maan..i so forgot to study =( so that totally sucked. Math was uhh..it was okay actually..i understand the stuff we're learning so thats really good. English was funny. Steven and i basically made fun of each other the entire time..and we got to do some acting which was pretty coool. Oh and i wore my hair curly todayyy..eh..kinda because i didnt feel like straightening it..but everyone said it looks better that way..so i might be doing that more often..and its so much easier..so yeaah..im sure you care lol.

Last summer vick and i were talking about having a joint-sweet 16 partyyyyy =) and today i just remembered and was thinking about it. That would be so flipping sweeeeet. I started making a list of people to invitee...and so far i have like..52 people..and then some people who are mabyes. And plus whoever vick invites..maaan how hot would that be? Too bad our birthdays arent till the summer..so youll have to wait for that one kids.

Went to roes after school today. We got to play with her niece whos like two months old. Shes so cute =). Then they surprised her sister with a new car and that was fun lol and then i walked home. Tonight i was suppoooosed to go to the movies with james and shannon but shannon had unexpected plans come upp =(. Some other time we will though. And i have no clue what im doing tomorrow..might meet up with some people and go out to dinner and then shopping for a present for my allisons thinggg on sunday..should be fun =).

I miss my aquinas kids =(..call me you losers<3.
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(no subject) [Sep. 30th, 2004|03:06 pm]
[mood | sore]

hey kids. sorry i havent updated in like forever. I just havent had timme. Hmm..lets go back to saturday..At like 11 i made my dad drive me up to chloes so i could go to her football gamee..it was fun..and i got to see my chloe so i loved it. After that we just hung out and acted stupid until my dad picked me up and then i went to laurens parrrrty =). So much fun. Lots of people were there and it was just awesome.."im a good blower haha"...sitting on randommm peoples laps...THE BLANKET lol gangster youngggin..you lost your meat?! haha..yes yes it was funnn i love those kids<3 and lauren must have another party because hers are just so hott. So i think people ended up leaving by like midnight or onnne..and then we went outside to say bye to albertoo and drew and the twins and nick and cale kept stripping haha that was pretty hott tho lol. then me, chels, cyb, veronica, and roe stayed up and talked till like 4inthemorninggg...good lord i loove those girls. Soo yep..i think everyone just had an awesome time. Umm..oh yeah..like during the middle of that missy and pams called me and asked if i wanted to go to homecoming with my girrrls..i said mosst definately =) so that shall be funn. Yesterday vick and i went to this thing at church for workcamp or whatever. My mom really wants me to go and theyre going to va beach and there were some hot boys there so i think vick and i will have funn =). Ugh..yuck..we're in gym now. mr.thornton is so mean. Shannon and i were remembering all the old times in gym with sara..its not the same without her tho =(. So yeah..im just really sore...because im in really bad shapeee..oh well. And shannon and i havent heard from our stalker boys lately sooo hopefully thats over lol. I need to go like take a nap or somethinng. OH...and have like lotts of pictures to load..but uhh..ill do that laterrr..love<33
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2004|09:38 pm]
[mood | optimistic]

mmh..im watching the little princess..i freaking love this movie =) it makes me cry though =( okaaay so anyways..today was actually pretty good. I thought it was going to be horrible because of stuff that happened but it turned out to be great..i love my friends =). Mannn..lets see whats been happeneing..HAH shannon and i both have scary stalker guys...so wack..this kid is freaking scaring me. I've never talked to the kid in my lifeee and he likes me...so weird? And this kid likes shannon and its just about the funniest thing everrr..lol..but now we're even<3. Gabby and i made some friends with some freshman guys..lol..yepppp..we're cool =). School was fun...quote of the day.."so many cats..not enough recepies" DUDE...lmao...iloveyoukids<3 After school went to the mall with my hoes chels and cyb. We got lauren her presents and suchhh, and also got ourselves some things =). Ahh i lovvvvvve those girls <3 i swear..we are like sisters. Tomorrow i think im gonna get up and then make my dad drive me to alexandria to see my chloeeeeee =)!! Emily might come too so im excited! And then we're gonna walk up to BI and hang out at the football game i guess. It's been way too long i tell you. I miss those girls =(. After that i will be making an appearance at my love, lauren's partyyyyy =)! That should be hott, and then sleeping over there with my hoochies<3. Thats about all i guess. Except..GABBY...blueberry muffin..hahah..im craving one..RIGHT ABOUT NOW haha<33333
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(no subject) [Sep. 24th, 2004|07:38 pm]
[mood | loved]

yeah..i LOVE how right now, two of my beautiful bestest friends away messages say...I LOVE YOU TRACEY...thehe =) it makes me smile. ill update later foolsss..i dont really feel like it now <3
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(no subject) [Sep. 23rd, 2004|09:17 pm]
[mood | worried]

i am scared you guys, so scared. i have never been this shocked/disappointed/scared in my life. i just...i dont know what to do, or to think, or to talk to. I'm just..in shock. How could this happen to someone i know? This kind of stuff never happens to people i know, let alone someone im fucking related to..and now..i just..am in such fucking shock. And im so disappointed..how the hell could you do that to yourself? Life is NOT just one big party. You have to have priorities, and kids, i swear to everything on this earth that i will never ever touch any kind of drugs or cigarettes or anything stupid like that ever again. I just..i went in my room and i was shaking..and i cried..and just let it all out. All of my stupid high-school drama problems are nothing compared to something like this. I dont want to loose anyone i love. I'm scared guys. Don't ask me about it..its personal..i just needed to write it down. </3
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(no subject) [Sep. 18th, 2004|12:22 pm]
im gonna make this non-friends only for awhile. because i feel like itt.

yesterday was awesomeee =).well..school was okay i suppooose, but after school i went to laurens with chels, cyb, roe, and erin. And we just hung out and talked and tried to plan her partyyy =). Ahh i love those kids. Excpepttt..i cant like talk to a guy whithout them thinking im in loveeee with him. Its weird, but i know theyre just kidding most of the time lol <3.

mmh..tonight..might be going to the movies with some whores. Maybe shopping with chelsey? Or we might go shopping tomorrow. I dont knowww. But we need to get lauren a present/something to wear to her parttty. I freaking love my chelsey camille..shes just such an awesome friend, and one of my bestts..and without her..life would be bad =( lol.

So far my classes are good i supposee..except for not understanding whats going on, buut i think thats because im still kindof in my summer-mode.

Drivers Ed-ehhh..RETARDED...but its fun talking to my loves shannon, erin, kristen, steven, and all those other cool kids<3

Chemistry-BORING...so i usually write notes to megan or chels the whole class...because my teacher is stupid. And then i talk to lauren, christina, sergio, steven, megan, veronica..and yeaah. thats fun.

Math-wow..i have NO CLUE what we're learning right now..im so lost..and i just got like a 70 on our first quiz..not gooood. I listen to lauren and chels talk about a certain two people like alll class long..but its funny =)

English-that class is actually really fun. Well..my teacher finds ways to make it..interesting..and i get to talk to JAZZY j hahah and steven, tyler, blake, alethea, eric, and everyone ellse.

Ap Euro-oh man..that class is funnny. We basically just sit there most of the time and i talk to gabby, cale, and sergio. And then we take notes and such..but its cool..bacause my teacher is really nice. oh and duh! joes in that class! which makes it even funner! hah. And my chelseyyy and then leo and others.


Spanish-okay its not as bad as i thought it would be. My teacher is still kinda weird..but the class is pretty good..so im happy with that.

Geography-mmh..talk to gabby most of the time..and we usually just sit there and do our napoleon impressions =) heh. And christina, julie, danielle, corinne, jazzy j, make it funny =)

im outt..hope everyone has a wonderful weekend <3

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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2004|11:09 am]
friEnds onLY

comment to be added,love

<3333
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(no subject) [Jun. 28th, 2004|07:45 pm]
[mood | bitchy]

mmkay...so..friday..went to swim then movies and saw the notebook..it was good..go see it..bring tissues though..unless you're like me and vick who like to piss people off and laugh during sad movies =) haha..so then saturday..umm swim meet which was horribbble because i did reallly bad and stuff..then..i dont remember what i did after that...sunday..went to church..after church i went to talk to chels and we talked a little and then chloe walked up..ahh we're so cool..we were both wearing orange shirts, jean skirts, and black flip flops..totally not planned...lol so then she told me to come hang out with her and her mom for the day and since i had nothing else to do i was like sure! so we went to the movies and saw the terminal..eh..it was okay...lonnnng tho..haha chloe *mexican baseball!* haha i love youuuu<3333 lol...umm after that they dropped me off..and vick came over and we called chels and erica...tryinnng to have a sleepover because i miss them like crazzzzy..but nooo..chels told us she was getting home at 6 which really means shes getting home at like 9..and erica was at cym..haha vick *shes um.....*one minute later*...not home* lol <333...so that was that..and today i woke up and did absolutely nothing..i felt like crap all day..i dk..i just feel so lonely when i sit home alone =( it sucks..but whatever..and wednesday maybe kings dominion? i dont kno..i have to talk to my mom and other stuff really sucks..so whatever..ummm..if ANYONES free on the fourth of julyyyy...we should hang out =) so i dont have to go to some lame party with the paremts...calll meeee...and now im boreeed..and tomorrow..swim practice then mayb mcdonalds with vick? then pool? who knows..i just hope its not like todayy..oh! and im talking to chels about her moving...cant wait to party it up in her new house =) lol ok well i guess im out...note me!<3333
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(no subject) [Jun. 22nd, 2004|05:56 pm]
okkk..havent updated in a while and lotts of stuff has happened i guess...sooo..friday was the lsat day of school =)...i went in...took my spanish final..which SUCKED...then found shannon and said bye to some people =( im really gonna miss people this summer, but we'll hang out so its cool...theen i went home with shannon and we hung out at her house..then went to her friend jackie's house and swam in her pooool..then her dad dropped us off at mcdonalds..and then we walked all the way back to shannons house..which was pretty far...then we swam in shannos pool and jumped on her trampoline =)..then my mommy came and i went home...saturday..i woke up and packed...then we left for new jersey...sooo we got there and then we went to the hotel and saw some of my daddie's family..then we got ready and went to this surprise 50th wedding anniversary party for my great aunt and uncle..which i was like omg this is gonna be so boring! butt...it ended up being okay...my familys not as bad as i thought they were...i guess i never like gave them a chance or whatever..i mean..my aunt and uncle live literally 5 min. away and we never see them and ive never gotten like a birthday card or a christmas present or anything from them...whatever..but anyways..i talked to my cousin most of the time..shes really cool..shes like a junior at woodbridge...so we kinda talked and that was fun...then on sunday we drove through philly..and that was cool...then we came homme...and yeaah, then monday...haha roe and i walked to swim, and we didnt wanna go in, so we just walked around the neighborhood...then our neighbor saw us and was like *why arent u at swimm?* we were like *uhhhhh...?* haha...then we showed up for like 2 seconds and then we walked home...thhhen we went out to the grocery store and ulta...fun stuff lol..then came home and roe n i decided to walk to the pool..so we walked there and then we saw allison and charles and his friend lol thhhen we walked home and i came home and shannon came over..then i got ready to go out..and shannon n i walked around the mall and bought some cool stuff =) lol theen...we met pammi, missy and gabby at red robin for gabby's birthday!!!! yay! haha they sang to her =) fun timeees...then we went to the mall and walked around and missy and pammi got jobs =) cool stuff guys lol..then we went back to gabbys house and hung around and talked and stuff...god i love those girls...seriously, theyre awesome..i dont know what i would do without them...theeen..today..we woke up and hung out, then shannon took me home and thats about it...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GABBY!!!!!! <3333333333333
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(no subject) [Jun. 17th, 2004|12:39 pm]
Only one day of school left...wow...this year has totally been the best...ive learned so much..and met the most awesome people, thank you, so much for making this year so awesome...i cant wait for what these next three years hold...im gonna miss everyone this summer..so call me if you're bored, and we can plan something =) and if you dont call ill be mad =( lol but im gonna miss so much this year...:
[x]health[x]how mr.thornton never knew my name and always called me shannon or sara, when shannon and i almost got jumped =0, how i couldnt reach the pullup bar and everyone laughed.but i thought it was funny too =) lol, making fun of mike with the lovely lindsey and corinne =), talking to gabbbby, about hot guys and hot guys at church haha<33
[x]geometry[x]mr.goodwins stories that took like three class periods to tell and then they had no pointtt, passing notes with shannon the whole timee =)
[x]english[x]talking to my love, lauren =), lauren and i's birthday hugs from blake! lol, being valley girls with heather =), interesting conversations with lauren, steph and blake...im gonna miss you guys =(, saying hi to kristin every five minutes haha <3333
[x]history[x]how pammi would come in and brighten everyones day because she can just make everyone happy =), steven kept throwing stuff at me? haha, pammi and i totally hating on the ugly mean bitchy girlssss! hah <3333
[x]biology[x]talking my my love, melissaaa =) and spinning pennies and making fun of all the WEIRD people in that class<33333
[x]spanish[x]seeing erin, kelsie, sholeena, and all those other cool kid's beautiful faces =), how these two girls ALWAYS got sent in the hallway the first five minutes of class...it was pretty funny =) lol
[x]art[x]saved the best for last! haha having awesome talks with missy, katie, and alliyah, DRUG POSTERS! misssy!, talking to fred and caril and james..cool kids haha, getting paint ALL over the table with missy lol, and just having the most awesome talks with melissa about like everythinggg <333333333

mmh..lotts more stuff..but im too lazy and i need to go get food =) lol

i love you, all...leave some love<333
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